oh gosh.. wed is the 3rd council meeting already... gosh.. i really hate this feeling...

procrastination... i hate it... but i did it again... but thank God for His grace.. the most impt thing is done... the rest... i needa be smart... Oh God help me gain favor in the eyes of the ppl... help to conduct myself...

just got to know, on 25th sept... have to go for meeting... ppl always say it is good to be loaded with more work.. cos u dun know what else is on its way... okie, i shall take this with a normal heart ... just do well the things i'm told.... the rest is in God's hands...

called my friend and ex-colleague today... wanted to find out the current pay for the workers... so i plan the wages and stuff... gosh... this is totally different from what i'm working now... hmm.. now how should i get my staffs... oh God, guide me.. this is so fun.. i really wanna make it work...

i need to plan for the next 5 years... haa!

i dunno why, suddenly i lost my drive to work... i lost it like 2 mths ago? it has nothing to do with my plan... i have this plan like 10 yrs already??? Maybe just tired of working?

haiz... they say freedom is earned and also planned... actually it is true.. its earned because well, if you wanna have freedom to stop work anytime, u gonna save $$$ for it right? but to save $$$, u must first earn it... its planned because you have to plan how to earn the $$$ and how much so u can go to the holiday u want, anytime u want...

i wanna find back my drive to work... i can.. i can.. jia you! wanna make full use of my time on earth... enjoy the advanture!

i'm home...